Sorry for being MIA again. I'm noticing that after failed treatments, I hibernate. I don't want to think about or read about infertility treatments. I did have an appointment with my RE last week to find out what's going on and what to do next. He is very hopeful that I'll get pregnant. He reiterated that all signs point to it being very likely that it will happen. So unless we have a "natural surprise", as he put it, we'll be doing our second IVF in August. I hope to God that Sweets gets a few contracts between now and then. Then we can pay down our debt and put money into the Fertility Account.
Peyton
Cameron
Sydney
Kalaia
Elaina
Carter
*Nathaniel* born July 3rd - had to add this one in just to demonstrate the vast amounts of fertility surrounding me.
These are all the babies born to friends and acquaintances in the last two months. The last 4 were in the last 2 weeks. <sigh> It makes me sad but in a way it gives me hope. Peyton's mommy is 40. Cameron's mommy is 38. Kalaia's and Elaina's mommies are both 39. It's possible. I can get pregnant. I will get pregnant.
You'll get there...we all will! :) Hey, I may be cycling in August too! It will depend on AF though. If she shows up soon after my HCG level goes down to zero, I can start again. Wheeee!!! :D
ReplyDeleteYou will get there - and I can't wait for the day you announce your BFP!
ReplyDeleteI see the positive in all these 'older' women getting pregnant and I'm glad you are staying positive, but geez this is a lot to deal with. It can't be easy. Seriously how is that even possible.
ReplyDeletePlease don't feel like you have to go to all those showers.
I'd love to be a virtual workout partner. My chart says walk or crosstrain tomorrow. Since I don't really understand crosstrianing and it sounds complicated I'll be walking ;0)
You will get there! I hate having others go before b/c I am afraid they will name their baby the same name I will...FYI if I have a boy I will name him Nathanial (yes, with the "a" instead of the "e") but my heart broke a little bit when I read that name.
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