Thursday, April 4, 2013

Here comes the rain again

The ultrasound showed no growth.

I expected it and was actually able to enjoy an afternoon out with my husband. We went to our favourite coffee shop. I ordered a delicious americano misto. We went out for sushi at a funky restaurant, shopped for EVOO at the Greek deli, and bought some wine from the specialty liquor store. Even though it was (and still is) pouring rain, it was a comforting. Just what the doctor ordered.

But then I came home and signed onto face.book.

My friend just announced her pregnancy. Ouch! Like a blade to the gut. Sad thing is that she and I started the pregnancy journey at the same time. Well, I started treatments. She started the old fashioned TTC. Her daughter is now 3 and she's expecting a second. I'm really happy for her but man does it hurt! Hurts like ________! (Feel free to fill in the blank.)
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12 comments:

  1. SurlyMamaApril 4, 2013 at 8:28 PM

    Am so sorry you had to come home to that. Thinking of you.

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  2. EileenApril 4, 2013 at 8:56 PM

    I'm so sorry Kanis. I know that this was not the news you wanted, but I know being out of limbo is at least some peace. Ugh, the FB hit, though. That just plain blows. I'm praying for you and for your super strong frostie.

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  3. SunflowerApril 5, 2013 at 12:51 AM

    I am so sorry. (Hugs)

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  4. noneApril 5, 2013 at 5:26 AM

    I am so sorry there was no growth. Sending hugs your way!

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  5. JennyApril 5, 2013 at 7:38 AM

    I'm so sorry, Kanis. :(

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  6. Babydreams2011April 5, 2013 at 7:46 AM

    F*CK! I am SO so sorry Kanis.. Sending healing vibes your way, xoxo...

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  7. Janet Off KilterApril 5, 2013 at 10:12 AM

    Not the news I was hoping to hear for you my dear. This is just so damn unfair. Sending nothing but love your way pretty lady xoxo

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  8. FrostedLemonCarrotApril 5, 2013 at 10:43 AM

    Ugh, I'm so sorry on both counts. Announcements are always hard, but especially when they have bad timing. Thinking of you.

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  9. Raising Davis DarlingsApril 5, 2013 at 2:07 PM

    I am so sorry Kanis. :( Maybe the best thing (as hard as it will be) is to stay off of Facebook for a while. I know first hand how heart stabbing it is to read about someone's wonderful, successful pregnancy. *hugs*

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  10. Diva MApril 5, 2013 at 6:40 PM

    Sending you virtual hugs! Enjoy the wine and stay off FB!

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  11. EvelynApril 5, 2013 at 7:21 PM

    I'm sorry to hear all of it, except that you enjoyed some time with your husband. It's amazing isn't it that it seems so easy for some people.

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  12. ShannonApril 6, 2013 at 10:46 AM

    I'm so sorry. I can just imagine how heartbreaking it was for you to come home and see that announcement on FB, after weathering the initial news so well. Hugs and love, sweetie.

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